The quantum mechanical self.

the superposition .. destroyed .. the untidy desk .. each item laid in front .. a pathway .. create an ensemble of states .. a multitude of states .. chaos equated ..

items pathways .. threads that spun the space-time continuum .. past ..future .. united .. awaiting for the transactional hand-shake .. to give rise to outcomes .. quantum mechanical orderly steps .. emulating nature itself .. one with nature ..

imminent .. the collapse .. quantum collapse .. or .. either .. the transactional resolution of the quantum superposition .. will lead to outcomes ..

similar .. or simply along the lines of quantum decision making processes ..

.. decoherence .. spoils the superposition .. when one is required to .. virtually getting lost into the superposition ..

.. a quantum computer .. in situ .. in our brain .. quantum computation the target .. tap in .. avoid decoherence .. will spoil it ..

.. decoherence points .. lurking constantly .. spring out of .. seeking approval .. a pat in the back .. the angst of fitting in ..

.. one's chaotic attractors .. strange attractors .. are set in motion .. either concluded or .. as paths .. unfinished .. on-the-fly .. awaiting closure .. their conclusion ..

.. one is constantly under their spell .. their attraction .. their invisible hand .. always pulling one towards ..

.. there is an order underlying amidst the apparent disorder .. an order ever ready to spring out and overwhelm ..one ..

.. awaiting their transactional resolution .. its quantum collapse .. to what .. has not yet been contemplated .. thought that never appeared before .. in short .. the creative process .. on the go ..

.. takes one there .. effortlessly .. un-planned .. un-expected ..

.. allowing one other .. to interfere .. to decohere the superposition one is in .. (before its conclusion) .. at an inappropriate moment .. to a point that the quantum computation .. would conclude prematurely .. to be avoided ..

.. the interactions with others .. under one's sole discretion .. a condition that ought to suffice .. for others as well as one .. one is totally and unequivocally on its own ..

.. the premature transactional resolution .. that would not do one credit .. that would not do credit to the whole that one ..is part of ..